There a voice living within me telling me that I’m not worthy of the connection I need to be who I want.
Who are you? What do you want from me?
I’m the voice of your past called trauma. We both have been hurt by life. Why should we care and feel when all we do is get let down by people and their actions.
We get let down time and time again by allowing people in, and all they do is hurt us. They forget what we did for them, only to leave us for their own selfish needs.
Is that so? Why do you want to hold on to things that hurt us if living is here now? Where do you want to go from here? Do you want our time to be stolen by a bunch of nobodies so that we die in this black void calling emotions?
This is why I numb you.
This is why I talk to you.
You would rather want to be numb than be anything other than that because you feel too much?