When talking about how you feel, you get labeled.
We all go through life, passing by it, including myself.
So my question is, how do we slow down and actually embrace the present?
In a world full of social media and the rising of influencers, what are we actually influencing? We overuse words that hold so much power. Words like God, love, I miss you. When we actually interact with another person, some let’s do it for the gram type feeling. Rather than living in the moment, our moment gets lived for a brief scroll through. The instant dopamine that feeds us our happiness.
Now I get personal and tell you, and I hold a lot of space for others; I rarely hold space for myself. I self explode in the most dangerous ways thinking what people mean isn’t true. Overly used words leave me feeling empty. I have been battling with this bad addiction; the walls seem like caving in at times; however, i pull through, I been through worse, and I know that God has me here for a reason. Somewhere in my lives self-worth knowing I deserve more than where I am.
I interact with some people who think I am a deep thinker, which I am; however, I am extremely disconnected with the thought that I think because knowing all this is like watching your favorite reality tv show. It’s pointless at the end of the day. Create what you need to create; let go of the false notion that things need to matter.
I am not telling you what to do; I am telling myself how I feel; even though I am grateful that you are reading this right now, I just wanted to tell you that whatever you are going through will soon surpass.